~*~WICKED'S WORLD~*~

Some people wonder about me, little do they know, I'm a sweet , respectful female. Untill they piss me off. I love talking to new people. Mostly because they have different things to say. Let me introduce myself. MY name is Christy. Wicked if you know me on yahoo. I have been on yahell for approx 8 years now. Maybe longer but time has a way of making you forget. I just recently jumped back online after being gone for over 3 years. That 3 years changed me. I was married to a really possessive, obsessive, controling man. (Yeah I know, most females say that after they break up from a relationship. But I have files in Scott County Court House to prove it. ) One who would never "allow" me to go anywhere, do anything, talk to anyone. Never would "allow" me to go to my momma's house without him and when I was there he would say, I'm timing you, hurry up. Sometimes I wonder what really was going in my mind. I know for a fact that I didn't love him. But after what I went thru, (being in a relationship prior to this one for over a year with a man that I really loved with everything I had) I married really fast and blam! I was in a really horrible marriage. Goes to show, that if your bi polar, don't leap before you look.. or you'll end up like me and in a very violent marriage that almost took the lives of me and my children. So lesson number 6001, never trust anyone that you barely know. Life teaches us that. Eventually, we listen. Unfortunatly, some of us are hard headed and have to learn the hard way. But life teaches us on a daily basis that if we don't love anything or anyone, your life is meaningless. Truth be told, if you don't love yourself first, no one can love you. But then again, this is comming from a bi polar chick thats been married three times and all in my 20's! Man, what was I thinking?? Anyways, enough rambling, enjoy this site. It's a steady work in progress.